. here I am. In a small room in a barn. Its midnight. I can't lie down, the chains are too short, but I suppose it doesn't matter. The thoughts of wha... will be happening in a few hours are enough to assure I won't be getting any sleep tonight. I also know the discomfort and sleep deprivation are part of the processing, preparing me for my virtual execution.Its cold, and I am naked, except for a loose loin cloth. The whipping I received earlier in the evening left welts, which still sting. My. In fact I tried to answer each and everyone as if I had really meant to apply.My family situation, my likes, my dislikes, my hobbies, my girl friend, (of which I told her the truth), and by the time she had finished I felt she knew more about me than even my parents."Anyone we consider must provide a photo layout so we are sure they will be suitable. Rather than going to all that time and effort maybe get up and show me how you look from a few different angles?"It was easy to turn around for. ...................................................................................................................................................... .......................................................................................................................................................................................... Jim, later, told me that he was thinking that apparently I was so drunk that I must have forgotten that he was sitting only a few feet away. But he also told me. You turn on the vibrator and i rub it on my clit and every once in awhile i slip it deep in my pussy,making me moan and breathe hard with excitement.as you place your cock in my mouth.and fuck my throat so deep making me gag.you push it all the way in that your balls are all most in my mouth.then you hold it there saying thats a good bitch take it take all of your daddies cock.then i gag and all most vomit as the saliva comes out of my mouth.it runs in my eyes and all over my face.i want to.