But we always end up right back at Walmart or Target, buying high heels, short shorts, dresses and skirts, lipstick and other cosmetics, and returning...to dressing up and masturbating to internet porn. In my case, I wanted to be "normal" so badly that, when the opportunity arose to marry a biological woman, I seized upon it. It happened during one of my purge periods, and I had joined a Christian church, hoping that the prayers and fellowship would give me the strength to fight off the demons of. Mammy, beta kya kar rahe ho log dekh legnge. mai, mammy baris ka maza lo koi nahi dekhega bahut rat ho gayi hai.mammy, naughty boy, beta mammy se flirt karta hai. Mai, ab kam chance hai hame kuch milga ghar jane ke liye mammy, ab kya kare. mai, 2km ke distance pe mere ek friend ka room hai, jo abhi village gaya hai, kya humlog waha chale. uske room ka key mere pass hai. Mammy, chalo, yaha rahne se to acha hai. Mai-mammy baris enjoy karte hue sath chale lage. humdono puri tarah se hot hogaye. My body is shaking with desire. "Anything!" I scream, "anything you want Jay, anything, just please don't keep me waiting anymore". "Anything, baby, anything I want ? You know what to say! Come on you dirty little slut beg for it!", you yell. Suddenly I realize what this all has been about. Three hours of torment, three hours of the most exquisite torture. The tears are flowing down my face as I cave to your dark desires which have now become as much a part of mine as they are. .that was nice. I didn't know you were into guys as well."I stumbled a bit but managed to sit down on the nearby couch. He came sitting next to me handing over a cold drink. We sat there for a while, silent...but inside I was very excited.Suddenly I felt his warm hand on my upper leg and I saw this look in his eyes that I have never seen before with him. He kissed me again, this time more passionately than the first time. I felt his hand stroking my thigh as he did it, then moving up to my.