He was too good. He took my 9 incher right to the back of his throat for almost a minute without gagging, taking breath only to suck and lick my balls... The spit from his mouth had dripped all down my hard cock and balls and into my arse crack. He started to rub my hole, using the lube to gently circle my virgin hole. After a while of this he then pushed his finger in. It felt so wrong, yet sooooooooo good. He pushed deeper and deeper as I moaned in ecstasy. He took my cock back in his mouth,. The result is there still has not been a desire to crossdress! I asked myself, just what does all this mean? I gave myself some questions and some answers.Knowing that the obsession to dress did not come back means to me that I truly have faced my own personal demon and I have won! Will I ever crossdress again? I don't know! I can't say 'never' and I can't say 'yes' with certainty. Will I have another 'Makeover'? Again, I really don't know. Will I ever go out as Lisa? Again, I have no need to. Maintaining my composure, and trying to project an air that what I was seeing was all quite expected I then ordered, ‘Prepare me for fucking you.’ I was curious to see how she would go about this, not that it was going to take much. Without hesitation she approached me and unbuckling my belt and unzipping my pants she pulled my trousers to the floor. Then she rubbed and gently squeezed my cock, which was already rock hard, slowly through my briefs for a minute. Then she pulled my briefs down,. Padam aarambithathu anaivarum padam parka aarambithaargal naan padathai paarkaamal prem sunniyai paarthen.En manathil katu padutha mudiyaatha kaamam vanthathu naan kaiyai prem thudaiyil vaithen. Avan amaithiyaaga irunthaan ennai thirumbi paarthaan naan avanai paarthu vazhinthen pinbu avan ennai paarthu oru vitha athirchiyodu sirithaan.Pinbu kaiyai porumaiyaaga avan sunniyil vaithu thadavi athai veliyil eduthen, avanaalum athai thaduka mudiya villai. Arugil oru pen thaan amarnthu irunthaal aanal.