That evening he decided to ring Emma to confirm their arrangement, the excuse being that if they were going to have coffee before setting out they oug...t to start half an hour earlier. Her number was ex-directory. That was a setback. Thursday morning was his stint at the Citizens' Advice Bureau and his mind was fully occupied but the afternoon and evening were of excited anticipation.Emma had not been much better. She considered, on Sunday, going to the Trout for lunch in case he was there. She. I know what you must be thinking. Iwon’t be a problem for you.”Paul turned in his seat with that confused look on hisface again and asked, “You said that before, Jolie.What is it that you think you know? What are youtalking about? You don’t think that I blame you forwhat just happened, or what is going to happen, doyou?”I stared straight ahead. I knew that he was trying todo the right thing. He was saying what he thought heneeded to say. But I knew how his mind. . I found that it required much more concentration to govern the sense of urgency doing this than with my fingers -- several times I almost lost it! Over and over again I let it build deep inside, only to stop just in time to prevent rhat swiftly swelling sensation rising up! So lost I became in what was happening to me that I completely lost track of time as I floated from one swale to another (of which I lost count after fourteen!): finally, as I was recovering from one that was really good. You can give me more. Just do it. Just let yourself fall into my arms and let me catch you. Let me hold you and hug you and kiss you. Can you feel my love? The sweet aroma of a beautiful red rose fills my heart with your love. Can you hear me loving you? Can you hear the sound of me making love to you? Just as God makes every flower unique, just like no two snowflakes can be the same, you are unique and different from any other woman I have ever known. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder. I.