Gillian leaned down to my face and pecked my cheek. "I love you, Sabrina, in a best friend kind of way." I love you too, Gillian, but shut it. Your bo...friend is about to fuck me." In that case," she said, bringing her body up towards him. "Let me kiss him," she mentioned, prior to placing her hands on his neck and her lips on his.I watched them make out for a moment, and I couldn't help, but to undo my top as well. I put my best assets front and center, and I did see Gabe peeking at me from his. I was enjoying this too much, I was supposed to be putting sun cream on and I felt like I was giving her an intimate massage. Her bikini bottoms weren't thong style just your standard bikini bottom, although they were a little small so didn't cover her full arse. I thought I'd play safe and sun cream the uncovered parts. I started by putting cream on the outside of her thighs and work in to her arse, then down to the top of her thighs, then moved the opposite way back up, my fingers cm's away. I could see Doug’s hands all over her ass, which was starting to get me a bit excited. When the dance finished she brought him over to our table. My wife usually just dances and flirts with these men, but nothing beyond this. She has never introduced me to one of these men. I figured there was something special about him. She introduced him and I shook his hand. Doug was very nervous and, as the next song started, I told them to go dance while I got a round of drinks. At the bar, I bought three. You were handsome and charming and everything a woman could ask for, but I've never felt as if I deserved you. I've always felt that I trapped you, even if I didn't do it intentionally.I don't deserve you Kirk. Jamal is crude and even mean at times, but I find myself drawn to him, perhaps it is because we deserve each other -- the powerful and abusive man and the woman who deserves no better than to be his whore.I hope now you can find happiness, real happiness, the kind of happiness you've.