I was s*******n and still a virgin and felt like I was behind the curve. Looking back I was trying too hard. But I really wanted to have sex with a gi...l and felt like the whole school was making fun of me. My older sister seemed some what sympathetic to my position but offered very little help. I even offered her money to just let me stick it in her but she turned me down. She would always tell me "it will happen not to worry." She was getting plenty of sex. One day the two of us were out to. . wanted to kill myself for months, but couldn't do that to Millicent and this one," she patted her stomach, to indicate the little one growing inside her.I stood still as a statue and let her talk. She could see the hurt in my eyes, but I gave no other outward signs of the turmoil I was suffering.Rebecca put an end to my suffering with her next statement."We met a couple times a week until I knew I was expecting, and when I told him, he turned his back and walked away without a single word."It. " Look, sis," I said pointing my knife at her. "I told you last night about that. You're my sister, for gods sake." Doesn't mean I can't be nice to you," she said giggling again."What's this place?" I asked Ron."It's a night club," said Ron. "She goes there a lot sometimes with a girlie friend but usually on her own." What she do in there?" I asked."Well, to be honest I couldn't get in myself, too old and the wrong sex," he said with a chuckle, "but according to this bouncer friend of mine the. It wasconstantly preached at the school that the girls were "a minority." Afair point, but if so MPFS was a 100% minority institution--as undiverseas you can get! Racially it was as white as a loaf of Wonderbreadsoaking in a bucket of bleach.It became apparent that this was more an introduction than a speech.Perhaps the last named girls would be especially questioned by thoseangry at not making the cut, so a preemptive explanation was required?Seeing the direction this was going, Cami quickly.