Then I lied on the bed,my cock was standing upright. I told Shanthi to come and sit between my legs,Reena understood it and gave me a naughty smile,I ...old “Shanthi en sunniya kayilla eduthu thadavikodu” (Take my cock in ur hand and rub it),she hesitated for a while and reena told her to do it.Then she took it in her hand and started rubbing it.Then i said “Appadiye atha eduthu un vayila vetchu nalla nacki,sappu” (Put it in ur mouth and start licking and sucking) Then she bent down and pulled. Although a little older than me she proved to be everything I needed, efficient, discrete and unaffected by either my nudity or long absences locked away in my bedroom. I did make sure the ‘dressing room’ was locked at all times, wether I was outside or inside. Highly recommended and discrete didn’t mean I trusted Mirella with knowing about my pseudo stallion or the hours I spend being fucked out of my mind by Cafune. Yes, after much thought I had finally named my pseudo stallion.Finally I was. He was quiet as I went over and started to work on the heater, sitting on the bed behind me watching me repair the heater. Feeling slightly uncomfortable by the silence I struck up a conversation. I asked him if the heater had been working beforehand, and to his knowledge it had been. All he or I could think of was that the previous officer had messed it up. ‘Damn hard isn’t it?’ I had exclaimed while tinkering with the heater. ‘Sure is.’ he agreed. Kneeling on the gray carpet trying to focus. But the closer the date came, the more excited I got. It wasdangerous, I'd be risking changes, permanent changes. The idea ofpermanently locking myself into a feminine body terrified me, but alsogot me hard as I thought about it more. Finally the day came. It wasa late appointment, after work, and I rushed home, skipping out earlyfrom work. Part of me gibbered in terror, telling me I could turnback, had to turn back, but it was no use. I'd already concluded thatif I was going, I should go.