Blue and red lights sparkled all over the lawn. Two marked units, a car that could only belong to a detective and an ambulance were pulled into the ya...d. Pat stiffened as she climbed out of her car and saw the black vehicle marked ‘Medical Examiner’. That meant it was bad. It got worse. When she ducked under the yellow tape around the doorway she saw the ME and squatted down beside him. Her heart sank as she saw the small form under the blanket. Her friend looked at her and touched her hand.. Like me, she was also divorced but had been for 15 years. When I remarked that it was uncommon for a woman as attractive as her to remain single so long she put me straight in a hurry. "I don't need a man to take care of me. That's the problem, they all want to smother you and refuse to realize that I am just as capable of taking care of myself as they are. Besides, I'm liberated and like to be free, to do what I want, when I want without having to answer to anyone."That kind of set me back but. . Yeah its fun to dress up sometimes... and it feelsgreat being 'en femme' as the trannies call it but.. well, each totheir own, I'm sure if you were a man you'd be a drag queen for sure! Imight even fancy you!" Ooo you gay thing! Yeah you're probably right! Doesn't take much to getme in a frock!" Madeline laughed.We all laughed together... I loved their humour, I loved being a girlwith them. It was so easy. So normal... until...In the middle of all our laughter, the smell of the food, the. " "Come into my office for a second, I need to talk to you." ---- "So you get to be the main fucker for the new film they're shooting?" asked Mike, spread on the bed in his rented apartment. "The one in two months?" "Yeah" I replied. "But there's a problem. They want me to play a man who's big in… all directions." "Well surely you're up for it. Isn't 9 inches enough?" "They want me to add at least another inch. I think it's petty, but I don't know. This part could be enough to pay for the.