“My God! Who would have believed it? But you enjoyed it then?”“In a way. It wasn’t so bad but I didn’t think it was all it was cracked up to...be. I mean he was gentle with me.” Jacqueline laughed. “God! Listen to me; a fucking blushing virgin! Anyway it wasn’t so bad. I mean I didn’t actually find it repulsive or disgusting. It just sort of left me feeling that there should be more to it. Well there was more to it but I didn’t find that out until the first time I slept with a girl. Then it was. I loved the sensation of his thick cock expanding and filling my throat and I wanted to keep it there for as long as I could. Although I was unable to breathe with his cock all the way down, I would learn to use my throat muscles to massage his cock until he came.Over time we developed a routine. Each day we would meet at his house or mine, usually his where. I would get down on my knees with him standing in front of me and I would suck on his cock as he held my head and fucked my mouth.. A few seconds of holding Edvard I began to cry and handed him back. I walked away saying "I'm sorry Harvey I cant handle this"On my way to my car Brit came up to me and said "What happened?" I told her "I cant deal with it Brit I've got to go" I drove home (to the apartment Harvey moved back to his moms house) and I sat there thinking about things, not just about Harvey and Edvard but real things like where is my life going and what does my future hold. I poured two Jack Daniels and took one. Nguyen?" I asked, licking at the moisture above her eyebrows."I think you'd better call me Mai now," she said, and we both collapsed into laughter that grew from nothing but delight."Only if you call me Mike," I gasped.We held each other in our post-coital glow; I kissed around Mai's face and traced the contours of her ears and chin with a fingertip. When I'd softened to the point that I was squeezed out, we rolled and turned until I was spooned behind her, with one arm around her chest,.