Yet underneath the surface I wasstill in so many ways that same little girl. I was still a bit unsure ofmyself. I still felt uneasy in my role. It was...a very scary feeling to begoing out alone on my first date with a boy. Going out on a date wasscary enough under normal circumstances but my dilemma was very unique. Imean boys are supposed to date girls, not other boys. Why did I everagree to go out with Kyle? I must be crazy.I took a deep breath, prayed a silent little prayer before I grabbed. Grandma turned to me asking, “Why did Jack leave suddenly?”I started to cry as I ran from the table. I ran up the stairs into my bedroom locking the door behind me as I entered. I threw myself down onto the bed as I cried even more. I heard Janet knocking on my door. “Ann, may I come in?” Janet asked through the closed door.I got off my bed and left her into the room locking my door behind her. I went back to my bed and sat down at the edge with my head hanging down. I brought my hands to my. She kind of giggled, but looked past the heading and began to read the list."This is quite a list," she said. "You must've lost a pretty big bet." Yeah, I guess I won't be that dumb again." Let's see, she started out with foundation garments, so you're in the right place. Let's go look at the bra and panties. Follow me."By this time, I was shaking. I didn't think it would be such a nerve-wracking experience, but I kept looking around me to see if anyone was watching. So far, so good. I looked. ‘Understand?’ ‘Okay, okay!’ she gasped, a little frightened by the sheer intensity of his reaction. ‘But now it’s your turn to shut up and put up!’ ‘What do you mean?’ he growled, pulling back slightly, and frowning. ‘Make love to me!’ ‘What, here?’ he asked, incredulously. ‘Yes, right this minute!’ she hissed, her fingers fumbling with the zip of his denim jeans. She slipped her hand inside his briefs, and cradled his balls. ‘Don’t tell me you don’t want to?’ She could feel his cock growing.