‘Gina needs a boyfriend like you. The two of you are good for each other. That’s why I’m talking to you about it.’Sara had such kind, implorin... eyes, the sort that didn’t seem to mind at all that I’d spent the majority of the evening staring down her top as we sat opposite each other smoking pot on my living room carpet. I took solace in that. Her cleavage had become a sort of safe space.‘She’ll cheat on you. Which I totally get is like a really uncool thing of her to do. But I feel like you. I didn't hurt myself, but I'm sure the view from behind must have been 'interesting'.In the afternoon, we went for a walk in a local park. I had to wear Ben and the progress was slow. When we were in a wooded part, Jon told me to take my dress off, and he had me up against a tree. I didn't need any encouragement because of the effects of Ben and I didn't even take them out when he fucked me. I was a bit worried when he pulled me down onto the ground and we went into what Jon told me was the. It doesn't matter because we're not fucking, but now probably no chance he'll even finger me. Owell. I message him.. "Guess what? I started today" He canceled on me. Said, "some other time" and "I think you want something platonic" WHAT THE FUCK?! I was livid. He didn't even want to be in the same room with me? Didn't want to meet me? Didn't want to touch me? All because I was on my cycle??!?!!?! THEN TRIES TO TELL ME ITS ME, that I don't want to really fuck... LMFAO!!! What the fuck is wrong. "So Kimberly, are you ready for a meal?" Julia sharp changed the subjectas a bell chimed.We checked on our roommate, a small brunette lying on her bed. We cleanedher up and Julia lead her by the hand to the door, she told her she hasto snap out of it, the poor girl began sobbing as other girls marched by.Some were polite enough not to stare, a few seemingly 'enthusiastic' bythis violation expressed concern, though I sensed they and other newarrivals were still shaken by our ordeal."It's like.