........... -Second Chapter- Amiee had just come out of her place of employment and got...into her car. It was dusk and she was looking forward to a calm and peaceful evening at home. A hand suddenly came from behind her and instantly covered her mouth hard. Her eyes widened and her breath came out in hefty gulps of fear. "You are going to turn on this car and your going to follow every instruction I give you," said the deep. The talk was based on my actual experience as I married while in college, got pregnant immediately, then dropped out to raise c***dren and be a housewife. Where would my life had taken me had I continued my education?Sadly, that book will never be written.With my daughters, we had that birds and bees chat. I was frank, honest, and graphic to the point of showing each of them using my body as a teaching aid without having a male present with his fleshy pointer. I had them examine their bodies,. Every day I'd see her sitting on her front steps, arms wrapped around her knees, face hidden.. She looked so sad, but the sight of me would bring a smile to her face. I realized in those moments how she'd never leave my side, held my hand even for no reason, and how she defended me when it seemed the whole world was out to get me. It was in those moments that I remember being the happiest... Do you remember that girl, Ani?" Out of nowhere the room started spinning. Ian's face was super close. I was allowed to meet only my female teachers, my female friends at College or my mother. No one was there to pass a word of appreciation about my charm or beauty. Puja, on the other hand was appreciated by the boys on the roads who did whistle at her. Even her own mother and brother, Manesh praised her charms and beauty but my own mother never said a word of praise for my charms or beauty. After all I was a young girl and did feel a desire to be appreciated as beautiful as Puja was. Manesh.