" Larry looked at me with his big,sad brown eyes, clearly desperate. I briefly thought, 'A bit of willpowerwould help!' but put it out of my mind. Bad...therapist!"Tell me about your fantasies Larry. Are you the aggressor? Are you moresubmissive with your male lovers in your imagination or do you take thelead? Describe one of your scenarios to me. Use lots of details so I canunderstand it." My usual one is that I check into a bland corporate hotel with a smallbag. I spend a few hours bathing and. "I agreed with Sonja, but I did not know if she was expressing how she felt, or if she was acting as an agent for the Pleiad to gain information from me. Even if she was the Pleiad's agent, I still spoke truthfully. I was through with stepping lightly around these folks."You are right that Liz's ideas might not be the best, but they are a dozen times better than what is happening in this valley. And if you think about it, the Juicers were not that big a leap from the tinkering you all have done. I looked everywhere I could think of," she repliedtrying to hide her anger. "But he must have found himself a new hidingplace somewhere. I wonder who she is?" What makes you think he's with another girl?" I asked, curious abouther logic."Your loyalty to your friend is very admirable, Jeff," she repliedcalmly. "Even if it is misguided. But, to put it simply, Dick isn'there right now. No one has seen, or will admit to seeing, him for thepast several days. He's not getting any action from. ” It was hard to argue with this. By this point I was full time Debra and most, if not everyone, saw me as her and not Robert anymore. Actually I was even beginning to see myself as anyone other than Debra now. It wasn’t that I wasn’t enjoying it. As I relaxed with being out in public, I found more pleasure and relaxed at the thought of being dressed all the time. It was now the rare occasion when I had to go drab that bothered me. I had grown to hate being in drab and on those occasions could.