For weeks I was too preoccupied with marvel at the tiny face at mybreast, his minuscule fingers, pink scalp, the angelic smell of milkthat surrounded ...im, his vacuous blue eyes and his tiny open mouthsearching for a teat. I could not consider miracles of Love my Muse,when I had one of my own to cradle. As I supported this little cherub,Iunius in his turn supported me.I passed six happy weeks in this way as January passed through Februaryand into March, feeding my son from the milk of my very. They were wider and more shapely now. The Jedi exercises she performed each morning had kept her smooth legs and thighs slender and attractive too.Han had often told her that she was more beautiful now than when he first met her. She sometimes took it as just a nice compliment, but staring at herself in the mirror now she found herself believing him. She wondered if Jacen would find her just as attractive as the 20-year old Leia in his room... "No!" Leia scolded herself. What was she. He said he was sorry, but Sandra knew he wasn’t. She called him a cock-sucker and left.On the walk back to her hotel she stopped at a cafe and bought a coffee, which she drank sulkily. After feeling bad for herself for about fifteen minutes someone who was sitting at a table near hers walked up and said “Having a bad day?” Sandra looked up and saw a haggard looking business man. Never the less, he had a gentle look on his face. “You could say that.” she told him, and her Russian accent. .” “Do not worry I will manage …all that” … Then she try to serve the food .. I stop her … “One more thing I have to confess doctor” … “what is that” she ask surprisingly “I had ordered some non-veg food from hotel .. before you and I buy that along with a “ Bottle of beer” to drink before that.. … you will get very late to home in all this so please diagnose your treat and I will manage food myself.. and Please don’t told about Beer bottle to my Mom she will kill me otherwise. “Don’t worry.