The grass was ankle high, weeds were taking over the flowerbeds and the roses were in bad need of pruning. That was all stuff that Dan was supposed to...take care of.The front door squeaked when you opened it, the showerhead in the upstairs bedroom leaked, my car needed the brakes relined and it was due for an oil change; more stuff that Dan usually took care of. There were a hundred other things that Dan usually took care of, like holding me in his arms until I fell asleep and snuggling up close. “Anyway, is there anywhere else you want to go after we’re done here or are we done shopping after this?” Adam asked.“Uh, I think we’re pretty much done aren’t we? Besides, it’s a Sunday so everything will be closing soon. What are we going to eat tonight? Have we bought anything for dinner?”“Yeah I guess it is near closing time isn’t it.” Adam answered glancing at his watch. “No we haven’t thought about dinner yet have we?”. He looked up at the freezer unit in front of him, “How about. I looked more like a woman than a virginal sissy.I held Helen's hand as she guided me out into the street. We walked for abit just to recover and allow me to fully come to my senses and finallycame to a bench and sat down. There was so much I wanted to say but whenI turned to face Helen I was speechless and waited for her to initiatethe conversation. Something inside me made me feel presumptuous to speakbefore being spoken to so we sat in silence for a few minutes while Isoaked in the glow that. He looked up at me with an angry expression. "I said kneel." His voice boomed.My knees seemed to have a mind of their own. The immense fear drove me down. He stood up and brought the chair around the table and sat down next to me while holding several pieces of paper in one hand and a black leather bag in the other. "Face and shoulders on the carpet. Knees spread."I felt like crying but slowly I leaned forward and fell to the floor. As my back arched my mini skirt rolled over my bunns.