He was the spitting image of my grandmother, with his green eyes, and shoulder length blonde hair. His handsome old Wild West look was enough to make ...ny woman, young or old drop her panties.It was the night before my eighteenth birthday and needless to say I was looking forward to celebrating my first steps into adulthood. Uncle J had been dropping hints for weeks about how he was going to be coming to my bed soon, and how good he was going to make me feel when he did. About a week before my. He actually likes the Hawks so he is looking forward to it but he’s not thrilled that they want to sign him to just a ten day contract. There aren’t any guarantees with a ten day contract and for those who don’t know what that means, it means that a NBA squad can sign you for ten days. Not ten games, but ten calendar days. You might have one or two games during that span or you might have five or six. Regardless you have to make the most of it and after ten days if that team wants they can sign. It's Saturday. Mother Munroe is taking the ladies to the church to dress. All I had to do was show up. Our bags were packed and in the trunk. My clothes were laid out. After the rehearsal, the only mystery was my girls' gowns for the day. Laura had not let me see anything and the girls had supported her fully.I stopped to pray. I thanked God for Jen and her wisdom and for His grace in bringing Laura into my life. I asked Him to bless our wedding and life together. I dressed and drove to the. . were in.”And I just fell back on my bed squeezing my eyes shut and I thought 'Fuck, what's wrong with me?'And Cait said “You okay?” and I said “No”.Then she said “You wanna meet up?” and it sounded like she was trying to talk through a lump in her throat also and that made me almost howl, and I said “Yeah”.So we agreed to meet at the coffee shop, and I was there forty minutes early and I checked the time on my phone every two minutes and every time I did I felt so stupid because it had only.