. it was totally worth it.”The other three nodded, equally delighted to see their friend’s pure joy. Once all the hugs were out the way, they head...d down to Deck Two, where Alyssa stopped outside one of the officers’ quarters on the right, adjacent to Tashana’s bedroom.“Now you’ve got your own body, you need your own bedroom,” the blonde said, opening the door and grinning at Faye. She glanced at John and added, “Feel free to decorate it however you like, but please keep it tidy!”He laughed,. So the tenacity to which I clung to my dislike of her became more and more desperate the longer we talked.My resolve began to falter, though, more and more. Between the erosion of the poorly-built castle of hatred I had built for this girl, and my attraction to her - which was growing, I was talking less and fighting to control my expression more and more. Mom and Zoe even began to notice. It was Zoe who said something about it first, though, oddly enough."Are you alright? You look upset," she. After some general conversation he said sadhana I am trying hard to help you and you also know that it’s a golden chance for you but you need to cooperate with me then I asked what cooperation you want from me. He said as a girl how can you cooperate I said please say clearly sir I am not getting your point.Then he said ok I am coming at point directly I want you on my bed and I ensure you that you will get this job. I was shocked and said sorry I can’t do this better I should leave then he. I told myself to wait at least week before trying to confront Nicole about the whole thing. To try and talk to her about it and try to get some explanations, reasonings, and to clear my head. I wanted to be free of my guilt, my shame, my embarrassment, my feelings of weakness. Unfortunately, and as per usual of my life, it wasn't going to be easy. I sent her message asking if we could talk, but she didn't reply back that day. The next morning, she replied back only asking, "Talk about what?" as.