I need to keep my head clear right now, and I have to make sure nothing comes between me and what I need to do. I like you, Em, really, and I'm glad w...'re friends again. I just can't get emotionally involved with you, and I can't devote a lot of time to being with you."Emily looked a bit angry still, but it seemed a more a resigned anger, or maybe, just a disappointed feeling. She wasn't still all blotchy, and didn't seem ready to yell at me, like she had been earlier. She took her time before. As the assignment comes in late I was no hope to get the ticket in train so I choose to travel by bus. That decision afterwards became a lucky instant for me. When I reached the luxury coaches which conducting service between trivandrum to kasargod I found difficulty find a seat but any how I got a seat near to the lady as they booked two seats and in the last minute she cancelled one seat and she got no voice to disturb as they allot the seat to me near to her. As the bus was having 2×2 seats. “Jeeesus! K if you’re *cough cough* If you’re gonna ask me out onna date, just do it already” She chuckled.“I have a penis.” Kara spat out, still staring at the ground. Tears started to burn her eyes, swiftly falling and dotting her baggy shorts.“What? A cock? A fucking cock? You’re a guy? A fucking guy? What the fuck!? What the FUCK!? *cough *cough* this is some fucked up shit, K, this is some serious bullshit!”“I know! I kn-“ She was practically sobbing when she looked up at her friend. She. Maybe we can get a bigger one. It can't hurt to ask." "Who's going to ask, Nick or Nikki?" "Uh, there isn't much choice about that any more Jackie. It will have to be me, meaning Nikki. I can't pass as Nick anymore. My boobs and butt are too big and I'm having a terrible time when I have to be Nick. I've got a girl's driver's license now. My parents just love the new me and I'm sure they will go to bat for us too, so I'm not going to have a heart attack over it. Except for a minor.