Honey, you can do that to me again whenever you like! So can you two cuties, trust me on that. Michael will just have to understand. Mama needs that s...nny D,” Mom punned, knowing full well that she didn’t mean the orange-flavored beverage.“Well, that was the point of the bucket list hall pass, right? He wants his short-lived marriage to be with a happier cancer patient, not a miserable one. Smart man. He doesn’t want you to die, but knowing that you must, he wants to see you leave with a smile. Everything. I can close my eyes and feel my daughter’s arms around me when she hugged me goodbye the day I left. It’s driving me crazy.”Janna just sat there, a puzzled look on her face.“What’s a Prius?”“Oh. You know. It’s a hybrid car from Toyota. They started making them back about ... uh ... next year,” I stumbled.“So you are saying that you know everything that is happening in your life? You’ve lived this all before?”“No. When I woke up seventeen again, I swore I wouldn’t make the same. ’ ‘No babe, not wrecked it. Made it even sexier than it ever was before.’ ‘You think so?’ ‘Yeah, those nipples are now the size of bullets. Just thinking about them makes me hot.’ ‘You up for another round…..?’ but just then the unmistakable sound of the baby crying came through the baby monitor on the bedside table. ‘Your turn or mine?’ Jake asked. Climbing off him his wife told him, ‘I’ll get it this time, you the next.’ and pulling on her dressing gown in deference for their house guest. I knew that she was trying to be loyal to Heidy, but she’d find out that loyalty was misplaced in another year. I had to let that play out. I had no choice. If I told her now, she’d never believe me.Mother stood up and got everyone else in motion to get moving and get ready. Elysa came back in, and went to her room. As everyone got ready, I just stood there. How was I going to deal with this one? Again, I sighed.It seemed like when I got a step ahead, they threw me three steps back. Or at.