Our date is saved. I notice she has a strange look on her face and she is not eating, just picking at her food. I ask her if everything is okay and sh... replies ‘I am fine.’ Then I break the cardinal rule of first dates. I ask her if she is sure she is fine. The minute the words left my lips I tried to bring them back. She looks at me and says ‘I said I was fine.’ I try to make the situation better with a joke. ‘I guess you know better than anyone how you are.’ I laugh a little and then stumble. "She tittered. "What? You're gonna hypnotize me. I thought Erin said you weren't into that stuff."I laughed. "Well, yeah. She always pushed it too hard." Well, I dare you," she said. "I can't be hypnotized." She smiled, smugly. "My willpower is too strong." She crouched down in front of me."Imagine you're already hypnotized." But I'm not!" She grinned."Imagine it!" I sighed. "Okay, now imagine how it has to feel, how it feels to be totally under my control, ready to respond to my words." .... Agle din hamare next session me didi ne gusse se bolaDidi – abey kutiya ke pille, kal raat tune apni makkhan mere muh me kyun daali.Mai – (zor se haste hue) pagli, bur me bhar du toh tere bache nahi ho Jaye.Didi – agli baar Lund muh me daal kar toh dekh, kaat kar tere gaand me daal dungi.Mai – arey rani, kabhi apne gaand me bhi daal le.Didi – bhaag madharchod!Mai – kabhi behenchod ban ne ka bhi toh mauka de.Didi – abey maa ke laude, shakal dekhi hai apni. Aise muh me koi ladki free ka paadegi. Ive never been loved, and I dont know if I can love. I did love someone, until HE cheated on me. So from now on, fuck boys. Yeah, I feel preety sickly, would you mind taking me to my room, and talking with me in there? Its not very comfy down here she said, croakily. Urhh, sure I answered, completely confused as to why she would want to go to her room. I stood up. Turnt off the DVD and TV and turnt towards Nikkie. She had a hand over her head and was working up a sweat. She tried to stand, but.