Amateur at best, he fumbled with the gears needing the colonel to direct him. Jon had taught me well. I sulked in the rear seat. Halfway to base, the ...olonel instructed me to drive, and I gloated, mastering every gear without metallic complaint.Jon. I had to get to him to collaborate my lies in case the colonel interrogated him, that, of which I was certain would happen and fear overwhelmed me that I would be caught in a lie and both, Jon and I would pay our own price. Him a firing squad. Me,. I don’t know why but I was fascinated by her , I liked the way she conducted herself , the way she was dressed and the way she looked and smelled. What was coming over me I thought. I have never given a female a second thought in my life , but I was mystified by this one. We talked for awhile. Then we went next door and went through the house. After seeing the house and yard , She said that she wanted it and would return later that evening and bring me the first month’s payment and a thousand. I needed to get the trustof the trans community. They are already opening up to me. This next weekI will have a chance to follow up on the escort business, the web camsand the dating scene. They already trust me and see me as one of them." Well I can certainly see you as one of them. I want my partner back andnot some pseudo woman." This is only until I can sort this case. I had no option, remember."We argued on for a while, but in the end Kate obviously wanted to getaway. As she stood to. Why have you never mentioned it before?"I told her that I knew she would never do it so I never brought it up. She looked at me in silence for a moment and then she said:"Pity. If you had mentioned it ten or fifteen years ago I might have done it, but I'm too old for that kind of nonsense now."The next day, when we were both a little more clear headed, Carol asked me, "Did you really mean what you said last night, I mean about me and other men?"I nodded a yes. She said, "I love you so much that.