She is my cousin and just one year younger. Her name is Nithya. I still remember every inch of her body. She was my angel.I was on vacation and visiti...g all my uncles’ place before joining college and I stayed in her place for a week. That’s the best decision I ever made. We are too close since childhood but never seen each other sexually. I never know I will kiss her never thought about that either but a single evening changed everything.It was raining and my uncle and aunt not home. I was. I felt almost as embarrassed as she did and had a racing heartbeat. This had gone so badly I didn't care anymore. "Why on Earth not?" I asked, then realised what I'd said. She went red and laughed nervously. "Look, I'll sort out your change for you - do you want a cup of tea or something?". I said yes and she closed the front door and went into the kitchen.She made tea and sat down at her kitchen table. She put the DVDs down on the table and looked over at me. "I like the story ones sometimes",. Her death was almost four years ago, but it still felt like last week.My name is Herman, but thankfully as a youngster I was kidded so much, I was allowed to go by my middle name of Gregory. I was born in Baton Rouge, Louisiana, in 1950, but raised in San Antonio, Texas for most of my life.I met Stephanie in high school, we became fast friends and as friends sometimes do, we became closer then that – much closer. I didn’t tell my parents that I even met anyone, much less had a girlfriend.. "I hoped you were, I recognised the pub from the photo on your profile." Yeah, I live just down the street from the Three Compasses, but I really do need to get to sleep." Sorry but I need help, my phone credit is running down, please help me, please come to" and she gave her address."Two O'clock tomorrow, O.K" Noooo now please, I'm begging, the key is under the flower pot and Brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr."We were cut off.I hung the phone up and tried to sleep, but I thought about the web site and of.