I am a waste of space. I am a stupid, spoiled little girl. I have told myself all of that and more for the past year-plus. I wanted to say yes, but I ...ouldn’t. I wanted to go with you that night I got caught with the asshole from college, but I already agreed to go with him. I lied because I was ashamed.“When you saw me with him, I saw the hurt I caused I knew I had blown it for us to be together. Then when you taught me about lying, I was angry. I brought the asshole along to rub it in your. I assumed the spot where we were. he took me in his arms and held me. Once out lips locked my body reacted. his hand found me as wet as when he left by now. up my skirt went and on the table. He lays me back and I hear the unzip of his uniform pants. I have not been this excited in my life time. he spread me open and stick it in me. I feel like he is using a baseball bat. It hurts me and I force me self to enjoy it. He grabs my shoulders and forces more of it inside me. now I am in pain. Tears. ... you lean up with my legs shaking and slowly slide him in, i immediately start to clench your arms, and the pillows underneath me. you start to feel my pussy get wetter and wetter as your cock slides in and out...you start kissing and biting my neck as you start to fuck me faster and faster...i can't even breathe, you take your fingers and shove them down my throat, and put your hands on my neck and push down just little so i can feel a little pain, at this point i feel your cock in my. The two women talked in the kitchen for a long time and before they had realized it the wine was all gone and it nearly 11:30pm. "Oh my god Mary, look at the time. I must get going"Looking out the window at the heavy snow coming done Mary replied "I don't think your going anywhere tonight mom. It's snowing like crazy and you've' had a few drinks."Peering out the window Rebecca replied "Perhaps your right my dear." I was watching a movie earlier, it's almost over. Want to watch the end with me?".