She smiled and then she took my face her hands and looked at me and said I think you would be a much prettier girl than a cowboy. I was thrilled but s...ared and said I would not do it but in my heart and wanted to do that in the worst way. My mother got busy turning me into a girl We practiced the whole 2 days before the fair and I can remember putting on my first ever pair of panties (pink with lace around the edges) and a soft silky nylon. I had a white bra which felt wonderful and a white. "I walk slowly back to my room. The noises coming out of my mother's room fill me with guilt. I should stop. I should pretend nothing happened. I should do my best to forget anything ever happened.In my room, I see the drawer open and the panties are a ruffled. I remember that I made my dad come in here to bring me a pair. The image of his hands in them makes me whimper, and my hand slides down on me. I press with all my fingers over my pussy, faint shudders coursing through me. I know I'm not. Damn I felt like ahelpless toy in those powerful arms. I tried to resist but had all ofthe free will of a rag doll. I may have to put up with that while she'saround but I'll be damned if I am going to put on these sexy littlegarments just to please her. Men don't wear such silly things and I ama man no matter what that mirror image indicates!"With that comment, he reached into his closet - not hers - and grabbedone of his favorite dress shirts (17x37 tall) and slipped it on. Thelong sleeves. . I'm sorry. I should leave you alone..."Still shocked by what she has witnessed, she tries her best to hide it. She gives Alex one last look before taking the steps down."Mom! Get back up here right now!" Alex calls out angrily as she's almost halfway down the ladder."You do something like that and then you just leave..?" he calls out again as he waits to see what her reaction will be.A cold shiver runs down her spine.'Do I obey? Do I shout? Do I ignore my son?'All these thoughts swirl in her.