At the end of these reflections, I felt physically sick. The thought of breaking with my beloved was horrifying. Come what may, I had to press on, eve... if I did not know where I was going. It seems to be a rule of human nature that there comes a time in stressful situations when something has to give. It is as if a demon arises in the psyche that sweeps aside all the arguments, doubts and anxieties and says, “Step aside, I’m taking over here.” This “demon” seems to be part of us, yet somehow. Aunty bhi mujse saath dene lagi. Dhire dhire kiss karne ke baad maine aunty ke boobs ko pakda or dabane laga. Aunty siskiya lene lagi fir maine aunty ko apne god mai uthaya or bedroom mai jakar patak diya, aunty ke gown ko nikala ab aunty sirf bra or panty mai thi to aunty ke pure badan ko chumne laga. Dhire dhire aunty ki bra kholi to unke do kaid panchhi azad ho gaye.Maine aunty ke boobs ko pakda or dabane laga. Ek boobs ko daba raha tha or ek ko chus raha tha. Aunty ki siskiya badh gayi thi. I looked over at Sophie as my wife put the milk I had just used into the fridge and she just looked at me with deep content eyes and smiled deviously. My eyebrows raised and I sat at the breakfast bar with the girls.”Hungry?” my wife asked, “I’m good hun thanks” I replied, “ok, well there’s omelet in the fridge if you do, I’m just going to put the washing out” and with that grabbed the basket on the side and went out into the garden. Sophie and I sat there quietly for a moment as I sipped my. ‘ It is going fine ,am up for promotion next year.’ W. ‘ Proud of you. Karen you are a lovely girl, OK enough of the small talk. Let’s recap ,we were a family for 25 years , Marion you decided that our marriage was not working and instead of talking to me on how to repair our marriage ,you decided to have an affair with a younger man and then decided to kick me out and moved your lover in. My kids decided their mother needed to be happy ,so you left me in the dark about her affair . All I did.