I wanted to be around for a long, long time now that I had Kay in my life. I pulled my sorry carcass out of the pool and laid out on a lounge to recov...r.After resting and dozing for half an hour, I got up to go out for dinner. I thought about the Italian restaurant but decided against it; I didn't want to go there without Kay anymore. I ended up going to the diner. It was comfortable and they weren't too busy so I was able to sit in a booth with a coffee and a book. It was a lot like it was,. He is tall, handsome and half naked!!! It was hard. So we tried for about another 10 minutes to set up the laptop but he had fallen asleep. So I closed it and got up to turn off the light and left the door ajar not to make it seem weird that I was sleeping next to my uncle behind a closed door. I lay back down and he asked me to close the door so that the dogs would not come in. I did what he asked but he didn’t know I had put the dogs out for the night but I like sleeping in darkness so I. Will I give into my lustful desires the desires of my heart & my wants . . He loves me in heels &, my thong.. And that's it .. He knows I live in their house ..but I want him to know I want him oh how I crave him .. How when I touch myself it's only him I think of .. His hands all over me forceful yet so safe .. I'd hand my body to him knowing he'd take total control ... Making me crazy enough to let go and possibly break the pipes again. I get so self conscious . Does he think there's. Becky popped a big pink bubble. I swallowed, hard.I’ve had a thing for guys with big muscles for as long as I can remember. Over the years I had swooned over countless bodybuilding magazines, rubbed myself raw to Arnold Schwarzenegger movies, and thrown myself at every beefy guy I had ever met. None of them could compare to the bulging, shredded, muscular perfection of little eleven year old Becky Finklestein. A hundred different feelings and urges washed over me as I gawked at her.