Hard to find anyone interested in doing that. Anyway, as we chatted, he kept telling me how horny he was, and how he wanted to suck me off, and so on....I kept telling him to come over and we could play. Finally, after an eternity of chatting, I figured he was just wanting someone to talk sex with, and I was so horny myself, decided to post on CL. I simply posted 'Fat old man wants to suck some cock'. After about 20 minutes my email lit up with guys wanting a blow job. I responded and made. Get the resumé done. Start figuring out possible employers. Figure out if I could actually get an interview somewhere over Christmas vacation.Christmas. I needed to get presents. Tina probably wasn't that hard, I realized. I could hit the mall and look for a necklace she'd like. I'd done something like that for Alicia, and discovered that you could get some pretty nice jewelry without spending a lot.Alicia. My chest tightened and then I berated myself. I was over her. I'd moved on. Definitely. The thought that there might not be work for them when they chose to return is what kept them at their labors.In another change of his pattern and once more for reasons he could not articulate, the small man chose to return to Lucy some weeks later. He’d concluded he wished to sample her charms once more before the final visit.As he thought about Lucy, visions of his father riding his mother came unbidden to mind. At first he’d no sexual interest in his mother, it was his father’s violence. ”I put my arms around my chest to somehow protect myself from what he somehow knew was under my blouse. “No Dad, don’t be ridiculous.”“Bob, what are you talking about?”“Sara, take off your fucking top, now.”With tears beginning to flow, I pulled it over my head, holding my arms over my bright red breast, but my dad’s glare caused me to drop my arms.“Sara Jane, what in the world did you do?”“Well Helen, it appears obvious to anyone that you daughter was topless at the concert yesterday.”“Is that.