These evolving feelings have reminded me of an experience that happened long ago that I would like to share with you. I was kind of a loner in school,...timid with girls and intimidated by most of the guys. My skinny frame kept me out of most sports, and even if I had been the jock type I just wouldn't have fit in with the team mentality. Destiny, it seems, had destined me to a solitary existence. Then in my junior year Brian entered my life. Brian was one of the seniors on the cross country. At least for awhile." You have a right to refuse." I do? Who says so? The Supreme Court? The Equal Employment Opportunity Commission? What 'rights' I have, in this new world, are pretty much up for debate, don't you think?" I think if we don't try to hold on to some kind of civilization, we'll all be lost." Yes. Yes -- some kind of civilization. But what kind will be up for questioning, for awhile. Don't be too afraid of it, Carter. You are right to worry, but don't let it paralyze you. We have. I was feeling a little antsy, but I knew I wasn’t finished quite yet. I sat down at my desk and started applying my make-up. Feeling quite happy with myself and the job I was doing, I pulled out my wig and pulled it on, I flipped my head forward to loosen it up and flipped it back to comb it out. "Almost done," I thought to myself and stood to get into my wall locker to retrieve my favorite dress. As I stepped back to check it out, I heard the most peculiar noise and realized I wasn’t alone. Me; what are u saying jay, what the meaning of milf .Jay ; I saw it in a porn site . The meaning is mother id like to fuck .Hearing this sent a shock wave through all of our body . Before this I had never saw my mother in a sexual way . Out of curiosity all of us asked jay to show us the site . He said yes and invited all of us to his house for a sleepover as his house have a system and internet connection . We agreed and went back home . I told my mother that im going to jay’s house for a.