I will ask you to do something will you do? I was totally not aware of what is going to happen. I said yea. She made me sit in front of her on the gro...nd and removed her panties. Waaaw man I was wonder struck. I could see her clit with a lil bushy garden around. Then she split her clit and said. See now all you have to do is lick this. I was lil hesitant but again was totally unaware of what was happening. I simply obeyed her as she was elder to me and what ever she says would be right. I. "Stand up and let me look at you from the side. Yep, taking a little shape, too." Really?!" I exclaimed. This was exciting. maybe all of this pain is paying off.Thurs- Feeling better about me. Had my first emotional moment. Someone said something to me that was hurtful. Went to my office and cried for about 15 minutes with the lights off.Fri- I felt really heavy this morning. Excited that Chris and Terri are coming tonight. Sandra bought me a Teddy today and surprised me with it when she got. We went into the next room and he asked me to take off my shirt for the facial. I hesitated and then I thought, “Ah, what the fuck. I’m a guy, he’s a guy, and it’s only a facial.” and I removed my shirt. I lay on my back and he began applying lotion after lotion. I should admit, his hands felt great. But, I did feel something was off when he started massaging my shoulder and chest. At one point, he even played with my nipples.The facial took half an hour and once it was done, I called a friend. Tell me.? ?Well, all the eighteen year old males are rounded up and, you know, ah, processed,? he said, turning red. ?And Troy, you will be part of it, won’t you?? Ms Jensen asked. The boy hung his head in misery and barely said, ?Yes. Yes Ms Jensen.? ?I know all about the round up. Tomorrow morning you will report to the processing shed... Tell me more.? Troy tried to avoid personalizing it. ?All the males are stripped and then, well, you know, made slaves.?.