My mom and dad are there; dad looking stoic, mom with mixedemotions, having been very disappointed with how i turned out. Thegeneral consensus seems t... be that this is all for the best, and, theworld being what it has become, i suppose they're right. The needles areinserted & i'm totally panicking but they have a woman--she's not exactlya chaplain but something of the sort--who is talking to me softly &calmly. What she's doing is telling me a story, a kind of fairytaleactually, as the lethal. As three o'clock approached she started heading towards me. I waited until I was sure that she was heading for me before walking towards her.'Vee I presume?' I asked.'How did you know?''Well if you spend any time at all around Tamsin then you get to notice wheelchairs a lot better. Plus, she wouldn't even give me a hint as to what you looked like.''You don't mind then?' She asked shocked.'Mind what, that you're in a wheelchair? Not at all. What say I sit down and we have a chat.' I said and. He pulled my pants down, made some noise about my boxer briefs, and then pulled them aside. He took me inside his mouth hungrily, eagerly. I’d never experienced something like this. As he took me in further, he had another surprise for me as his fingers slid back to my ass and teased my crack. My brain exploded as his fingers went there. I started to drop my arms, but he glared at me. I put them back up. His fingers withdrew but he took me back in deeper. I wasn’t going to last long.I had. "I'll always wonder what it would have been like to lie in your arms." He closed his eyes for a second and swallowed something hard in his throat. He loved him. Joey loved him. He spent his life risking his neck on the streets of this city, coming home to a cold empty bed with no one there but the four walls... and here was someone who loved him enough to lay it all on the line. But it was too late, wasn't it? He stood up. He had to try. He stuffed the letter in his pocket and went down stairs..