You can't write legibly if you're insane, can you? I could plead temporary insanity, of course, but there was too much time tothink. A lot of Katchen'... suffering was pre-meditated, and I'm no idiot. Thatkind of planning just won't wash in court. But I don't intend on going thereany time soon. She broke my heart, that girl. I'm not giving her up until I'vebroken a few things back. What do you do when you find out your girl's fucking another man behind yourback? There's not really any protocol. But then I told him nothing about my divorce or Annette. Why should I? I hardly know him. I do like him though. I like his strong, gentle face. I like his height and his slimness. He certainly keeps fit. I wonder if he goes to a gym. Or is he into martial arts? He has that sort of calmness about him. I wonder who that special friend is. Oh God! I find him attractive and amusing but I still don't know him and yet I go and kiss him. He didn't show any sign of wanting to kiss me but then he wasn't. The lightning and thunder seem to be directly above us. In the heat of the late night air, our bodies lie together, my weight atop you, as we both come down from the panting and frantic breathing of our first fuck. We lie together for a few minutes, and then I get up and find my undershirt, and use it to wipe my sweaty forehead so that I can open my eyes again. I look down and see you lying on the floor of your van, naked and spread out for me, your pussy gaping and wet, your breasts gently. ” Kay sighed. She knew that when she got home that she was going to be packing her bags- but to go to someone she hadn’t seen in years or to start over on her own- she didn’t know. She knew that the divorce was final- and all that stood in her way was the fact that she hurt. “I have one question Joel- if I were free tomorrow- of everything that held me back what would you do?” “I’d beg you to come with me- start over- and never look back.” The next night- Joel was more nervous than he had ever.