Then I found a schooltie. I smile as I look at it- it was identical to the one I used towear. I tie it round my neck and look at myself in the mirror....I graba nearby hairbrush and brush my hair. I wondered whether I was doingit right, but my muscles seemed to remember how to do it. It wasalmost automatic. All I needed to do is not think about it. Finally, Iwas satisfied with my appearance."Come on Amy!" It was my mum again. I rushed out of the room, went tothe bathroom and ran down the stairs.. She lied that she was not hiding anything.I told her that I want to check your clothes. She thought that I was not serious about & I was just frightening her. She said ” le lo talashi”. I kept my hands on her shoulders and brought them down just above her breast. I discovered a lipstick hidden there. I told her ” ye kya hai”. I told her to remove her clothes. She was shocked. I shouted “Kapade utaar, mujhe talashi leni hai”. She was very frightened & started unbuttoning her kamiz. She was. She was used to people adoring her breasts but it was thrilling to have someone in effect ignore her breasts in favour of her...well...her'self' she supposed.Their eyes drew them together and their lips touched again....he ran his tongue from the very corner of her mouth gently to her chin and down her neck.He gave her neck the tiniest nip and she thrilled from top to toe.He kissed down and along the swell of her breasts and gently kissed one nipple and then the other.She was feeling everything. Swirls of colored flour and what was left of Tuesdays’ meatloaf scattered from one end to the other. From the corner beside the ice box, to the door I had spent so much time making curtains for, little paw prints circled the room, and a single paw print was on the bottom of the fridge door. I grabbed another trash bag and started flinging the mess back into it. I couldn’t hold my anger down, although it wasn’t my baby I was mad at. I had being so glad when I saw him coming through that door,.