These opposing thoughts bounced back and forth in my brain as I continued to run. I had left Sarah abruptly after our encounter, saying I needed to ge... some exercise. I still had a mental image of her lying nude on the couch with a bit of cum still dripping from her mouth!It was about five o'clock now as I walked up the sidewalk to our house. I was feeling refreshed from the run but also a bit nervous to be around my cousin again. I opened the door and headed to the kitchen as it was my day to. Of course I am; it was only one drink.A second later it occurred to her that the drink was one thing, but the sudden knowledge of discovering what her husband was up to might prove distracting when added to a car full of kids yammering and clamoring all the way home.She picked up the phone and called Margie."Marge, hi, it's me. Yeah, I know I know, I've come down with a migraine, or if it isn't a migraine it will do until one comes along. Look I don't think I can drive. Can you fill in for me. ” I moved up close behind her, and put my arm around her waist.“He was younger than me, and now he’s dead because I shot him.” Her voice quavered, and she held my arm to her belly.“I know, and I’m sorry that you had to do that.”Sharon rolled over to face me, placing her head against my chest. “Me, too. The worst part is that it’s not over.”“I know.” I held her close, and kissed the top of her head. She cried for a while, and then her breathing became deeper and more regular. After a while. I was sullen and was taking my anger out on the orders, asking for the biggest ones and for the most distant customers. Finally, by late afternoon, the two of us cleared the backlog and the flow of customers thinned for a while. Soaked with sweat, I took a break in the restroom and soaked my head with cold water.As I returned to the front of the store, Charlie called to me from the front door. "Hey, Speedy!" He motioned toward the outside with his head. "C'mon out here, let's take a break..