Sorry. What I actually told my wife is that celibacy is not an option in any way, shape or form in my life. I will have a sex life one way or the othe.... What that means and how that’s implemented is up to her.One of my friends asked me to give him my word I would discuss it with him if I actually got to the point I was ready to do it. I gave it. With the understanding that I was not promising to not do it and that I expected to discuss the pro’s and con’s I.E. a fair hearing. He agreed.I asked. " She pointed at the back room behind the bar and then pulled off her boots and poured us both some more liquid fire. Her white britches were buttoned down along her calves.I unfolded and headed for the kitchen as the front door slammed open and a big man followed by three more slightly smaller men tramped in, all looking wet and miserable."Lucinda," the big man yelled. "get off yer fat ass and get us some food." Then he saw me and turned, snarling. "Who the bloody hell are you?"I smiled and. . she'd dated someone I'd thought my friend. Society's law kept me from killing him. I would wake up in the night and punch the floor in anguish, homoerotic fear and shame... I killed him a thousand times over in my mind.... His form extinguished by the hood of my car raging into him outside of his jock club, the mma fighting club where I'd first gotten homoerotic thoughts about him. I held it back and back and back... until one day, I thrust my index finger into my rectum and imagined myself. Chapter 17 Terry and Kate arrived at a theater that was serving as therehearsal location for the tour. It was located on the campus of a localcollege. As it was in between semesters the campus was also empty. Theyshowed their ID badges and were lead into the theater where they wereintroduced to Dan Carpenter. Dan was a tall handsome man in his late thirties. His dark brownhair was long, but neatly styled, as was his goatee. "Pleased to meet both of you in person," he greeted.