I wanted to shoot myself and get it over with, but she insisted me that I should live life best I could, not commit suicide."You should go home and re...t, and think: what have you always wanted to do?" So I went home and thought. The one thing I wanted to do was marry before I died. But what girl wanted to get hitched without knowing me? Who?Then I found her. Sarah Billmans. She saw an ad I put in the newspaper and contacted me. She said how sorry she was and said she'd marry me on one. .." my dad said, as he was the only one not shocked enough toactually say something, "whose is it?" That doesn't matter," I said. "He's not part of my life, and I don'twant him to be. Besides, he wouldn't make much of a father." And this Sara," my mom asked, leaving it at that."She's someone I've known for a while, but it wasn't until recently thatwe talked about our feelings." Does she know?" Know what?" I asked my mom, who was being very calm about all this,while Alexis was seething. I wasn't. Sabhi Readers ne pada or mujhe bade mail bhi aaye kuch ek reader’s k sath meri achi dosti bhi ho gayi hai kher chodo. Jaise ki aap sab log jante ho mai ek MNC mai Engineer hu or achi gud looking wala hu.or mere Dick ka size 7.5 or 3 thick jink o nhi pata un k liye hai any way an asli baat pea ate hai Maine Shivani ko choda or uske bagal mai so gaya to shivani ne apni eyes kholi or sabse phele apni O shape chut ko dheka fir mujhe kiss kiya or mere bagal mai so gayi orShivani : Thanks Aaryan. Claire© 2004As Max's parties went, this was pretty much the usual. He callsthem "Meet and Greets". I call them "Novocaines". Of course, I wouldnever tell Max that. It's just that they have this irritating tendencyto deaden all my senses. My current lover has his own publicrelations firm with an A-list cast of corporate and entertainmentindustry clients. As Max's 'hostess', I rub elbows with some of theheaviest hitters in both genres and listen intently to stories aboutthis deal or that.