I felt dizzy. “Now get your ass over here and get on your knees in front of my chair.” I moved to him and lowered myself to my knees. “You want ...hat big dick in your mouth again, don’t you?” He started to stroke his cock, and I watched as the foreskin slid back and forth over the head. “Yes, I do.” I muttered. Carl leaned forward, grabbed my hair and pulled my head to his cock, holding it inches away from my lipsticked mouth. “Tell me you want to suck it.” I hesitated, and he started slapping. " Suit yourself, honey, but it'll be an easy three hundred bucks. Dixie can't enter this week; they have some silly rule that nobody can win two weeks in a row."Stan finally found his voice, "Stupid rule." Sure is," agreed her mama.Stan goaded and teased me throughout dinner. Finally I figured what the hell. Nobody knows me here. I'll never be back again. Why not?We went back to our motel. I showered, shaved my legs and pits, powdered up, and dressed. I wore plain white high cut cotton panties.. Since we had a cabana we did it out by our own secluded poolWe repeated this on TuesdayCome Wednesday, Cindi had learned about the clothing optional beach“Come on Derek”“I hear it’s just a bunch of old geezers hoping to get a look at young bodies” I replied“I was told if we keep going further down the beach it’s young people” Cindi informed meI agreed and we headed down the beach, passing the old folks trying to steal a glance and finally landing a secluded spot on the beACHCindi spread a. I've stated in my turn that I'd make everything helping my kid toreveal real inner identity no matter what it is. Some quarrel followed butwe stayed each by own opinion. Two weeks later your mother has said thereare two possibilities for me to stay with my family. First I could helpher nurture you as a real man. Or I could stay at home as an observer withher and you but not interfere her to educate you the way she's been sureis right."Father made a pause. I could see it was difficult and.