Her gynecologist had tried to reassure her that her cycle might just be off because of the shock to her body. Charles had not come inside her the last...several times he’d made love to her. They had known she was supposedly fertile then. If she was pregnant, she’d already planned to tell her doctor to abort the pregnancy… There’s no way I’d have that bastard’s child… She couldn’t even bring herself to talk to Charles about any of this. She was afraid to… It would just make the fact that I broke. If you had the rank, regardless of the time in, they wanted to put your name in the fish bowl. I had the choice, put my name in the bowl, or take the pension. I chose the pension and let the younger guys have my spot. Didn't know how hard it was to live on the crappy pension, so now I work a couple of shifts here and there." Yeah the bastards got me as well. I got my hand banged up, and they declared me unfit and pulled my certification. So I'm a body guard now, but its probably two gigs in. The last thing I do before I go to sleep is pray to be changed. Every single day I..." he trailed off. This was a lot of effort for him, I could tell."I never wanted to be like this. I never asked to be different. I've wished I was straight, I've wished I was gay; I've wished I was fucking dead." He smiled, weakly. "None of it ever came true, of course. All I know is that when I look in the mirror I see someone I despise."I tried to interject, to tell him it wasn't all bad, but he interrupted. The two guys on either side of them were watching wide-eyed, oblivious to my wife. The molestor knew that they were being watched, but guess he was enjoying having an audience.The man Now moving his groin against Anu’s ass as if he was fucking her from behind.Seema was too weak to struggle. She just stood motionless, infact her body was falling backward on the man for support.The man looked around again to see if anyone was watching, apart from the two guys on next him. His head was still but.