As we returned to the car he tried to hurry me, well aware of thealmost indecent costume he was wearing and told me so in words to thateffect.?Don?t b... silly Alice,? I told him. ?You?re wearing far more than say,a swimming costume, and that wouldn?t be indecent.??You know what I mean.? As he said it I stopped walking completely?You know what I mean...who?? I reminded him.?You know what I mean Mistress.? He obviously didn?t like saying itbut he didn?t have a choice if he wanted me to start. ’ But now I was going have to stock up. Or find a moonshiner.One of the things that I had feared was realized. When Donny found out that his newest, bestest, friend in the entire world was going away, his little heart was broke. The poor kid went through the grief stages 3 or 4 times. He was a trooper, though. He didn’t throw a tantrum or whine. Quietly crying, however, was definitely on the menu.That was when I realized what the problem really was. Even though he had a loving family, mom, and. Instead of playing, he satand drank his bottle as someone else leaned over and looked at hiscards, then played for him.Eventually, someone requested to see him dance since he wasn't reallyplaying cards. His tray was removed and he jumped down. He pulled hisbaby dress off and amazingly, underneath he was dressed in a pinkballet costume. For some reason, it seemed like the pink leotardencasing his body was baggy and wrinkled, looking way too big for him.With a silly little tutu surrounding his. She gave me another pair, some sort of pendant,which is fancier than the ones I had. She said it would look better inme. I wanted to pay, but she said it was "on the house".I needed to talk to someone about what happened yesterday. Sara is nice,but she is more like a mother to me and, of course, she knows the truthabout me, so I am not comfortable with the idea of discussing my feelingwith her. Jenifer is too "exaggerated", so I decided to tell Celia aboutJos?. She was happy for me and said she.