‘I’m sorry, but I can’t help myself.’ His lips were on mine, his tongue wrapped around mine, his hands in my hair. I stopped breathing. Just ...s abruptly, he pulled away and held me at arm’s length. ‘Please forgive me, but I have spent far too many hours daydreaming about being with you right here – and then you go and show up! Please, if you have any doubts, if you don’t want this to happen, let me know now.’ I could only look in his eyes with astonishment. I managed to say, my voice. . "I just want you to be happy and since you decided to be more liberal, we can both try new things that get us off. Just remember- after you walk through the door, the deal is on- I get to watch a woman having anal sex and you get to watch me, right? No backing out once you here!"He took the words out of my mouth, and without realizing it- he just sealed his fate. "I promise, I said- tonight will be so memorable!"I got home at 6pm and parked. I chugged back about four gulps from a mickey of. I had enough to worry about now without boys being involved.The photo shoot was much like the rest of the photo shoots that I'd donerecently. I was starting to become proficient at them, and it only tooka few hours for the photographer and the representative from 'Stardom'to be happy with what they had gotten from me.I arrived home shortly after noon to find my mom excitedly waiting forme. She had a big smile on her face as she waited for me to change. OnceI was out of Sarah's clothes and into. " He gave me directions and a note of introduction.It took most of the day to make the trip with my light wagon, and I was hungry and tired when I knocked at the widow's door. It had just started to rain, and I was anticipating a long, sad conversation with some gray-haired crone. I was not prepared for the woman that appeared, a full-blown beauty in wonderful dishabille.She raised her flickering candle and squinted out at me, her free hand holding her night clothes together between her pointed.