To be the instrument of my own torture, to be forced to squeeze my own balls, to prevent me from showing the natural reactions to pleasuring a woman. ...o I lay on my back, Elizabeth sitting on my face, her ass toward my face, her pussy on my mouth and her eyes on my cock.My cock immediately became erect. I was forced to squeeze my balls as hard as I could to shrink the erection. As I gasped through the self-inflicted pain, Elizabeth gently ?reminded? me that I must continue to concentrate on. "This was my prison once too Teresa, let me help you."I reach up and uncuff your wrists, rubbing them softly. I touch my lips to each one, trying to ease the marks. You remain silent and I explain to you that you must prepare yourself each morning and kneel on the cushion. That you are not to speak unless spoken to, that your hands must be kept behind your back and you must follow all instructions. I turn to look back at your face and see you are sitting, holding your arms folded... closed."The. ."The revelation was like a breath of fresh air to Tani who very much desired to have additional children someday but had resigned her self to the fact that was not going to happen, "I'm listening and I also noted you said but. What does the, but mean?" Well Tani although you won't go into a coma as in the re-growth of limbs it will require you to remain in bed for two or three weeks. That will be complicated since I do not believe I can keep the real reason for your re-growth secret from Tes.". There were snowdrifts beside the road and not even any laneways to homes.One car came by from the Bay and I jumped up and down waving my arms and it just drove around me. Ten minutes later a car came from behind me and I just looked for any weapon I could find. All I had was a pen in my shirt pocket. I held this so I could stab for it was good for nothing else.I was hoping it would be somebody else but it was Tony. He stopped ahead of me and got out of the car. There was no use running. As he.