I let the anger fermenting inside me build, and then imagined scenarios that deepened my anger further until I felt rage creep in and start to take ov...r.I dipped a brush in red paint, the color of anger, my usual starting point whenever I tried to portray the emotion, but I hesitated. What did that article I read last week say about red? Yes, red is related to the heart. The face turns red when the heart is exuberant. Did red depict a joyful emotion? No. When someone is angry he sees red. I. Meine kaha tumane bahut dukh sahan kiye hai ab to khushiya manaane ke din hai jaaneman…Vo chup ho gayi aur fir meine jor se baaki ka lund dhakka maarkar daal diya…Jaise hi mera pura lund andar gaya vo jor se chilaayi…Aur meine apane hoth usake hoto pe rakh diye…Fir se meine use smooch karane laga..Vo sath nahi de rahi thi kyuki use bahut dard ho raha tha…Kuch der baad vo sath dene lagi,, mujhe ehsaas hua ab dard kam hua aur meine fir dheere dheere jhatake lagana start kiya…Ab use majaa aane. After parking the thresher and walking around the corner of the barn, heading for the chickens, we nearly bumped into each other. “Oh, sorry,” I quickly stammered. “Not a problem,” she said. “I’m going to take care of the chickens and the cows, and then I’ll be done.” “Not a problem Con, you really are a fast worker! Sometimes I wish that I had you for a husband,” she said playfully with her tongue poking through her teeth and lightly punched me in the bicep. “Wow, you really have gotten strong. Taking slow and deep breaths, she reigned in her tears. She was not angry at Will, nor did she blame him for anything. Yes, she was angry at herself for losing control. But, she needed baby steps. She breathed in and out to calm herself down. It was ridiculous- the manner of how she reacted in front of Will. After all, Jon was long gone from her life. It all happened four months ago, when they last sat together in the deli. Four months, Sue recalled painfully. She was vaguely surprised that.