It just so happened, that she was to be the first, and as I was still waiting for the venue to be confirmed so I couldn’t tell her the location! The...department of revenue would be taking a dollar entrance fee, to watch, plus the bids, and the bids to use her body, as they felt of course the entrance fee would keep a control on the age of the youngsters attending and it would be a money spinner. She looked a little pale, but gulped and asked what she should wear, as I had said appropriate. When I'm pleasing myself, I don’t care. If I acquire a kindred spirit, be they male or female, all the better. I'm going to instal a steam room and sauna, a small multi-gym, and have taken advice on diet, cut down the drinking and looked into way and means of ‘feminising’ myself in a subtle way. In no way do I wish to trans. I don’t want boobs, I don’t want to lose my cock, I don’t want to lose my sex drive. I wish to enjoy having an open mind on matters sexual once again and indulge myself.. .he says , existYet once help both doggy ass to ass , on the gym pad it was too late for us too college student in Miami for 2 week of debaucheryi was drunk as hell thinking i we were going to smoke weed following that black dude we met on the beachwe both thumbed sounding stupid behind him, to that basement we should have never went towhen we got to the room everthing coudnt be more wrong , as i get worried and Max looked at me not sure we should be hereweed smoke and dim light we could see. "It's hard to explain. Darkness, dying people, and silence. I don'tknow if I should talk to a shrink or post it on a LiveJournal," shereplied."Well we do have a psychiatrist here, I'm not saying you're crazy.All of us are required to pay a visit every few months. You seeenough monsters, you want to talk to someone about it," he looked athis watch. "Look at the time, I'm about to be late. Don't worryabout the dream. I don't like to admit it, but you get used to them,"he then got up and.