Being shy had always been painful for me. Like i said before, i thought it was the reason behind my getting zooted so much. i found it wasn’t really...the reason though. i just like getting sloshed. Frank showed me that i was really more submissive than shy by pointing out facts like how i loved it when he would dirty talk me and call me names and how following orders turned me on. Another change was my thoughts. They now were mostly about sucking cock. i enjoyed it so much that i thought about. Now, I think he had conflicting emotions aboutloving his best friend. Either way, he had been avoiding us, or at leastme, instead of confronting the problem head on.But without him, we had a chance to do girly things. We did a lot ofshopping, we went to the salon, we did all of the things that we couldnot do with Ethan around. It wasn't our fault that he was avoiding us,so we were taking advantage of it.Anna was initially upset because she had not been invited to attend theconcert. She didn't. I attended several meetings, heard the stories and got a feel for the group. One night I stood up in front of the group and made up a bullshit story about my supposed addiction and I was in. Then I sat back and waited for my first opportunity.Her name was Harriet and she was a fairly plain looking woman who was obviously very insecure. Her story was classic, she'd never had a boyfriend and suddenly one day a boy asked her out. He'd tried to kiss her goodnight after a date, but she wouldn't let. I jerked and sucked while using the wand on my pussy. There was something about it being black got me off three times before it spurted its spunk in my mouth. He was definitely a yogurt man. The next cock that came through was also black, uncircumcised and wow! It was huge and I mean huge. It was very dark skinned, fat, and hung down the wall. It was as smooth as glass and I barely could get my hand around it or even fit it in my mouth. I knew the guy was very tall because all the sound.