Closing the door as Roger leaves, she leans her back against it, giggling out loud. She laughs when she realizes what has she has just done.The last t...me, when Roger fucked her in her apartment as Jerry, she had crawled on the floor for him. She submitted to him by sucking his cock, at his command, and she had to beg for it before he would fuck her. Roger told Jerry what position to get in, and Jerry obeyed him, doing whatever he was told to do.But just now, there was none of that. SHE was the. Bethany drank three more and passed out. I picked her up in my arms and carried her into my bedroom. I undressed her like I had done on several occasions before. But this time I could barely contain myself. I placed her in the middle of my bed, I got undressed, and then I got on my knees between her legs. I straddled her with my arms and started sucking on her tiny nipples. Her breasts had grown some since I bought her last bra. She filled out her 32-B pretty well now. I just love her nipples.. ? ?Holy Shit!? Mymind screamed, ?I NEVER use this muchforce with this paddle!?? By fivestrokes I was screaming at each impact.?When she got to ten I was screaming non stop, and felt like my ass mustbe surely bleeding.? Then shecontinued!? My mind reeled!? Ten was the magic number!? I might do more with other items, but thepaddle always stopped at ten!? She beganraining blows faster; I was screaming and pulling on the restraints with all myenergy.? I lost count of how many shegave me, I truly. "Thank you," I said rather blandly, "What I am doing, I am doing just for me now. I hope you still get a kick out of it, but it doesn't matter to me if you don't," I told him, closing the front door behind me.It was a strange feeling. All along, the driving force behind all the sexy fun I had been having was because of hubby's insistence and encouragement. Now, I was intent on being unfaithful to him in a big, big way.There was a little bit of guilt building up inside me, but that came to a.