"Beth moved closer until their hips were touching. "I don't want to pushyou, your world is crazy right now I know that. But I just want to bethere f...r you... and to have sex with you."Theo's mood broke after that comment. "Haha ha... can't say I haven'tthought the same."'I've got to know,' Beth thought. "Have you tried it out?"Theo did her best fish impression for a second. "Not really..." Why not? you had a month here alone." Cause..." The lights flickered and dimmed and the blinking. He spoke with a bit of a southeastern accent and had a deep, pleasant voice. He would go from Faire to Faire through the course of the year. He did games there, and he had a circuit he travelled. The Faire would be in the area soon, so he was in town. His name was Jasper.After his arrival, we were all sitting in Suzie's living room talking. Somehow, the conversation turned to my home situation. I started to cry, which I'd been doing a lot of lately at that time. I happened to be sitting next to. Well ok, I guess I became a bad mom. I know that I have been described as "clingy" I probably came across as too desperate for the few men that I did meet. It's part of who and what I am, I am miserable at being single and horrible at fixing it.This changed with a conversation I had with my son. He had married young, neither of them wanted kids, she was a real scheming partier. That's where my conversation came in. My son called, that meant something was wrong right off the bat, he was hesitant. ” Kay continued by introducing her husband Jon and their son JJ.We all went into the living room and sat down as JJ came over to me. He climbed up into my lap with his toy dump-truck that he wanted me to see. Kay told him to climb down and play quietly while we all talked.She began talking with both my parents about the upcoming trip to Hawaii for two fun-filled weeks this summer. She asked them if they would have any objections to me going along with them as JJ’s babysitter and playmate for.