.that's about a million times now" Sarah's hurt look prompting me to apologise "sorry" I smiled warmly "it's just....I really want to do this but I'm ...ervous aswel, I suppose I'm worried if you keep asking I might back out". Sarah, understanding and patient as always admitted she was also nervous, probably Bertie too. After all, it was a first for them all.The next night as I got ready for Sarah to pick me up I stared into my bedroom mirror "what are you doing?" I whispered to the not. We heard something crash inside the room, then the door opened. There he was, the 63, tan, and extremely hot Ricky Fellis, Katies brother. He looked shocked at us being there. Katie stormed right into the room, but Ricky just stood there and stared at me. Well…Hey, he smiled i havent seen you around…are you new to the campus? He asked Im a freshmen, so kinda. I answered, i was blushing profusely. Oh, well its not every day i get a hot little thing like yourself knocking on my door at. ” The dejection that slapped me over the face couldn’t be hidden, my whole posture slumped. “Friends talk to each other.” I threw the towel I was still holding into the corner and left, wanting nothing more that to curl into a ball and wail my misery to the world. I did curl up on my bed. Lying on the side was the only position where I wasn’t painfully reminded of this night’s activities anyway. I just cried silently, though. Everything was quiet for a long time. Then I heard Anne walk across. It all started on my 14th birthday, when my Mom brought me out to go for dinner for my 14th birthday. We got home that day and my Mother walked in on my dad with another woman, the other woman was a good friend of my mothers. This happening led to a divorce where my dad got my other brother and I stayed with my mother, My mother always loved me a slight bit more.My mother is 42 with brownish/red hair about 5 foot 3/4 and very good looking.2 years passed and on my 16th birthday my mother was low.