The monkeys were Fitz’s favorite exhibit, and they inevitably stopped there first and last upon every visit to the zoo. ‘Come on daddy,’ Fitz s...id, grabbing Jake’s hand. Despite how uncomfortable things were between Jake and her at the moment, Heidi felt her heart give a warm little flutter when Fitz called him ‘daddy.’ Jake seemed to like it, too, because a sappy grin soon came to his face. ‘Okay,’ his voice sounded as eager as Fitz’s, ‘lead the way.’ The whole day was pretty wonderful. Heidi. Stepping out of the shower stall, I dry myself off thoroughly and return to the bedroom. I quickly pick-up my discarded clothing and place it in the laundry bag I brought with me.Everything needs to be perfect for Erica.I look down at the clothing that I have laid out to meet my darling Erica. Pickingu p the ivory-lace garter belt, I fasten it around my waist. My breathing and heart-rate quicken in realization of what I’m doing. Sitting down on the bed, I slowly roll the suntan-shaded nylon. I want to have an exaggerated female form. I want to turn heads. I wanthaters to give me their best shot because I would be a confident beautifulfat woman. I know there are mean people who make fun of larger women, butI wonder how thrilled I would feel to be called a "fat girl" or havesomeone make fun of my huge butt. I have read so many fat-positive blogsthat I know it would inspire more confidence in myself. Big is beautiful!I haven't really thought of men sexually before, but lately I have. The newcomer said, ‘ever had sex in the toilet here?’ Emma recoiled, but the woman was smiling, so she didn’t take the question seriously. ‘No’, she laughed, ‘but it is my eighteenth birthday so maybe I’ll get lucky yet!’ The girl laughed. ‘My name’s Jenny. I remember my eighteenth, even though it was – hmm – a couple of years ago now! Let me get you a birthday drink and we’ll see how lucky you get!’ Laughing, they made their way to the bar and ordered cocktails, before retreating to a booth..