"I said, "I don't want you to leave John but I do love you. In some ways, I view you as a mom because you always loved me unconditionally. I'm not sur... if you saw me as a stray puppy or a project, but I always felt that you cared and would listen even if I was fucking up and it was my entire fault." You didn't have time to fuck up. You were fucking everything else." Beth, I'm glad that you and John finally allowed me to share in your relationship. I've desired it but didn't want to cause. Sindy changed her name from Cindy to Sindy a few years back when she was one of the hottest porn stars of all time. Sin is what she sold, and she thought it made sense. Now she is used to it and has no desire to be known by anything else. She is about 45, dark hair and blue eyes. Her body is perfect, with huge natural tits, flat belly, and small ass. She is as perfect in the body as any woman can be and even at 45 could have any man she wants any time she wants. She is retired officially, but. But yet she gets lonely with all my wealth and big mansion. Yet with with having all that she still goes to a planet fitness gym even though my mansion has a gym! We've talked about but she told me "its missing one thing and I said "what?!" Then she said "all the attention from other men in the gym" I got mad. But then we talked about it a little more and I cooled off and tought about it if I was going I would like to see women with fat asses and tits. So I apologized to my queen. So after a. But it's important to her." I couldn't do it," Sukie was almost sobbing. "I thought I could do almost anything to please my man but, not, ... Not that." She's doing it to please herself, Sukie. No-one else." You might believe that," Sukie smiled. "You're important to her, you know." I know. She's important to me. And so are you." I sat down alongside her and took her in my arms. She was shaking."I can't take the programme," said Sukie. "But I can please you. If you want me to."I could see that.