She said it is not like that but you should not divert the mind and think about that then she explained about the various types in the sex which could...be enjoyed without boring up to lifetime. I could not understand certain things which I asked her.She asked do you need in practical explanation, suddenly I said yes and she held my hand with hers and walked towards the rest room and then took my hand and placed on breast and said press and squash and pinch, do anything as your wish today I’m all. As they wait in line for their turn to get on the lift, Jake leans over and gives Nancy a little rub on her ass. “Hope it’s not too sore honey, I’ve got plans for it later” Jake said with a wicked grin on his face. “Oh you do, do you?” replies Nancy with a little attitude. “Yes I do, as a matter of fact” Jake smartly replies. “Well we’ll just see about that” quips Nancy. As their turn to get on the lift arrives, they slide over in front of the chair as it swings around and scoops them up.. I was shocked and thrilled to hear back from her within minutes!One email turned into two, then three, four and five. I found her sweet, caring and intelligent. I asked if I could take her out, go on a date with her. That’s when she sent my that bottom, third photo I posted above, saying “there is something you should know first.” I simply responded, “You are so beautiful!” I asked if I could see more pictures of her, how beautiful and sexy I found her. She responded by sending me the other two. My friend who has walked through this entire mess with me said to me: “I know why God’s ignoring you.”Me:”Why, other than the fact I’m an asshole?”Friend: “You killed God. You’ve spent your entire life searching for wisdom. You’ve studied religion, magick, psychology, all of it. You killed your belief in god long before you ever got sick. When you faced that darkness you knew you were the only one there and that you couldn’t answer your own prayer.”Me: “Wait a minute, You’re saying I’m mad at.