He kept smirking at me after he said that and my mind began to wonder exactly how I was going to get even with him.After a few rounds of drinks and ve...y little food, Eric decided that we should play a game which each guy had to talk about his last sexual experience. My eyes locked with Brad and he tried to nonverbally tell Brad to not talk about what had happened that morning.Eric started the game by telling a filthy story about his wife. I knew that my wife would never be into the costumes and. "Please, don't do this to me."My nose was full of snot, my mouth pasty and my body burning with humiliation. I couldn't feel anything else, not anger or sadness, not even fear, just the self-loathing of surrender. I hated myself for not fighting him enough. When his tongue forced its way between my lips, I touched it with my own, just a tiny, tentative wriggle in response. I retched, feeling my tummy tight and churning, pushing bitter bile into the back of my mouth.That didn't stop Josh,. I’m getting hard just thinking about it. I’m getting hazy. For real.But seriously, who does that? She was sending a message right then. Second one. Unzipping her shorts. Showing me inside her. Insider her. What the fuck. I was ... I was entranced. I know that word sounds really overboard, but that’s what I was. I got up and went back to our table in a fog. An hour before I was all about going to Greece, but now? Now there’s like a buzz in my head. I don’t hear people clearly, I don’t think. But my life has seemed to finally take a turn for the better after I graduated from high school and met my now girlfriend, a beautiful brunette called Laura. She's around 5 years older than me and also a bit taller, but she the first person to see me for who I am and the only person I can truly feel comfortable being around. We've been together for over two months now and it's been wonderful. So far we've only kissed and I've fondled her breasts a bit, but that's about to change as tomorrow is.